Spring Time

Spring Time.mp3 - Dic Dic

I'm bored these days, must have been because of the weather!!! Summer this year has been sucked so far since it kept on raining nearly every week without any sunshine or blue sky :( arrrg where is the summer that I've been waiting for?

One good thing happened last night since we finally managed to find the new tenants for our flat! Thanks god the rent won't be that expensive anymore! Geez this also means i can proudly go shopping again without having to worry about my overdraft limit lolz. Im thinking of buying a new ipod nano since traveling alone without having anything to listen to makes me feel a bit depressed... the only problem now is that i have no idea how am i gonna stuff all my things into one-big-enough-luggage to bring them home this July?

A lot of idiotic events occured around me recently =.= thanks to the fact that i'm so damn free to actually consider them as events! My parents are coming in 2 weeks times, and I must confess that I'm not really 'that' excited at all about them coming to visit me. Well maybe bcoz i'm alreayd set my mind on something else then...

Btw, the piano song I put up here is called 'Spring Time', original played by Yiruma (in case anyone was wondering where this is from). I play it again based on my memories and I did make up some tiny little part which was different from the original version. Well, u can't never express your feeling through music in the same way can't u?

06/06/09

I've just wasted another day at home doing absolutely nothing apart from viewing random useless things online lol. Well here comes the summer that everyone has been waiting for: the last summer before the graduation ceremony!!! Sometimes I couldn't believe that I finally made it to the end of university, am I supposed to enjoy my life now then?? I guess not...

Things work out fine, however I have no clue where I am heading to...seriously i have no clue. Before this, I was pretty sure about my future after graduation, and what exactly that I wanted to have and achieved. Again, nothing stays the same forever, and it costs me a hard lesson to learn many things. Ridiculous isn't it? The only lesson here is to remain silent and watch things change before making any decisions without having to rethink about it!

Okay let's talk a bit about what's going on around, ermmm Daniel came to see me and stayed with us lots in London, Linh's preparing to fly home, sis Le and sis Giang are enjoying their freedom, Ken is concentrating on his test, and sis Hue is already back home. The only bad things that had happened to me during the past few weeks is the fact that my debit card has been deducted dramatically due to my shopaholic symptoms. Geez I dare not to look at my bank statement anymore, so I decide to say no to every other temptations from now on...

02/06/09

I've just come back from Northampton, where my auntie and the rest of the family live, after a really long and tiring journey. Well, it's good to get away out of a crowded city like London once in a while, but I still feel that i wasn't born to be a nature lover coz I feel bored and lonely living in the countryside. We arrived on a sunny saturday and ended up staying at my aunt's for the whole weekend. Ohh and we had BBQ on sunday, which was lovely ^^

The only good thing in my life right now is that my exams are all over, and the only thing I need to focus on is to think about what will be my next step in life? I dunno, honestly I haven't got a clue about what to do next, since my biggest and only plan has failed miserably :) Strangely enough, I found myself walking around the circle of thoughts for the past few months, and finally decided to go with the flow. Sometimes you need a specific amount of time to figure out one thing, I guess I just dunno how long would it take me then...

Things around have not been that good lately, surprisingly, Im still surviving up until this point. There was a moment that I though of giving up on everything, but then I said to myself 'why would I end up like a loser? I can choose a different path of life, can't I?' and I started to see things from a bigger point of view...

19/05/09

Okie, usually the first post would be something more interesting than just an entry full of randomness like this. However I prefer a much more simple and normal way to start of this blog. Hopefully I can make such an effort to compose more things here.

I finished my 6th exam today in Stratford Town Hall. Woke up around 7am this morning just to get things ready before jumping on the tube during rush hour =.= The central line was delayed this morning, and I was having one of the worse headache ever while sitting on the train since I couldn't sleep well last night. Man, why can't they spread the timetable a bit wider? After the 3 in a row exams 2 weeks ago I almost felt as if I couldn't breathe anymore. The paper wasn't that easy like what Jaggie said to me, in fact, it might have been the worse paper this month =( oh well i guess i just have to try harder for the one on thursday then...

Geez, the internet ID from the upstairs has been stolen by us 2day hehehehe (~evil laugh)! That explains why everyone at home was quiet by the time I got home from exam. The sad thing is, I don't even know whether I need the internet or not. The me before that incident happened would die if there was no internet, but the me now feel numb about what's going on around already...

Don't feel like talking about what happened during the past 2 months!!! People says you write your blog in case you forget things that you want to memorize later on in your life.... well in my case, I know for sure that even if I refuse write anything here, for the time being, I would find it somewhere else in my head years later. What's done is done, I guess what I should do now is trying to focus on something else then...