02/06/09

I've just come back from Northampton, where my auntie and the rest of the family live, after a really long and tiring journey. Well, it's good to get away out of a crowded city like London once in a while, but I still feel that i wasn't born to be a nature lover coz I feel bored and lonely living in the countryside. We arrived on a sunny saturday and ended up staying at my aunt's for the whole weekend. Ohh and we had BBQ on sunday, which was lovely ^^

The only good thing in my life right now is that my exams are all over, and the only thing I need to focus on is to think about what will be my next step in life? I dunno, honestly I haven't got a clue about what to do next, since my biggest and only plan has failed miserably :) Strangely enough, I found myself walking around the circle of thoughts for the past few months, and finally decided to go with the flow. Sometimes you need a specific amount of time to figure out one thing, I guess I just dunno how long would it take me then...

Things around have not been that good lately, surprisingly, Im still surviving up until this point. There was a moment that I though of giving up on everything, but then I said to myself 'why would I end up like a loser? I can choose a different path of life, can't I?' and I started to see things from a bigger point of view...